Assignment Again

I just completed my task for Accounting. Some part I could not do hopefully my leader, Ah Lam won't angry keke..Im exhausted. Tomorrow have to wake up at 9am, because we have to send Alice to Sentral. She's going to Johor for her brother's convocation. I have some plan with my darling beibei tomorrow. Kekekke I can't wait for that!

I blog yesterday and because of the stupid internet connection It saved half of the post. And now it is saved as draft. Im lazy to recall what I have wrote so forget bout it.

This is how I feel for the moment. I feel Im so lucky to have my "him". He's always so caring. It's hard to find a guy who can jokes and really make you laugh. Well, Im glad he doesnt avoid my friends but make friend with them. He takes care of my friend as well. Im really proud of him. Yeah maybe sometimes I will shout at him but the next minutes I will forgetbout my madness. This sunday is our 8months anniversary! Happy Happy. Maybe it wasn't long but Im happy that in this 8months we learn to tolerate each others and we been though everything together. Thank you my beibei.

I need to sleep now. It's late. Good night =)

My Life

I went pasar malam with Bei just now. It's been sometimes we didn't go. We were thinking to get nasi lemak and our drinks but ended up fried chicken, dim sum, apam balik, tau fu fah and popia. Im going to be a fatty soon!! Kekeke..I told beibei we should start jogging on every wednesday. When it comes to wednesday, all my spirit fly off. I don't want my fatty tummy! Anyone wish to adopt my fatty tummy. I have realised there are still a small portion of people still civilized in this sophisticated world. This how it happened. Me and beibei were waiting at this Apam Balik stall. Then this mak cik suddenly stood in front of the stall and took her order and she wasn't queing up. ( beibei is feeding me with tau fu fah when I was blogging =D) I was abit pissed but I didn't take any action. So after waiting for about 2mins which supposed to be my Apam Balik. I thought the pak cik will give that Apam Balik to that uneducated mak cik. Well well, the pak cik asked how many I want. Muhhahaha...the mak cik was abit blur because she thought it supposed to be her turn. Kekkekeke..Thank You Pak Cik. Maybe it isn't something interesting but people seems forget to be civilised.

I have just checked my Accounting result. Hmm..not satisfy. Hmmpp..why? I think I should put more effort. Disappointed. I'm so disappointed on myself. I just could not be dicipline. I should start studying now for my finals. One more month to my finals, wish me luck people. I hope I can get better than the previous result. Recently, I was busy with my assignment. I wanted to take a break but it seems that it doesn't allow me to do so. I am tired. BeiBei said I shouldn't be so sad. My result considered good. Maybe everyone one has their target in defferent level. Hmm......

My best fren's uncle's funeral is on friday. This is because they could not manage to put acknowledgement on the newspaper on monday. They are going to cremate her uncle. Her uncle's ash is going to be thrown into the sea. Hmm...maybe I should do that too. I wish to be like a fish and i guess this is the only way to be a fish. =)

I guess I need to sleep now. I need to see my Academic Advisor tomorrow at 10am. Nite.

Have a Break, Have a KitKat

Yeah! Im having my break with kit kat. Im filling my ptptn form and Im kinda bored with filling those blank. I slept at 8am this morning, because of my stupid BEN project. There are 4 person in my group. And there were only 3 of us doing. The "one" was still in his hometown. He cant even finish his part which is a very easy peasy task - introduction. Well he sent me a piece of copy and paste shyte. What a "great" job! Good! I wonder this kind of people how they are going to survive in the future. Are they going to send his copy and paste proposal to his manager? I would like to concluded that it doesn't mean you are elder than me means you can do better than me =)

There are few more assignments to go. Hopefully I can manage to finish earlier and started to prepare for my finals. After 5days of "holiday", Im still powerless. I need power, Superman! I miss that movie, Superman's Return! It's been a long time, I never go for movie. I miss shopping, I miss movies, I miss Mid Valley, Times Square, oneU... Alright I should stop dreaming. Maybe I should improve my own self time management. So I have time to enjoy and at the same time for my studies.

Uncle of my best fren passed away out of a sudden this afternoon. She was really sad. That was her only uncle. Now there were no more bothers in her mom's family. This remind me of my uncle's death. During his funeral, I cried so hard because I could not accept. He was my dearest uncle, the one who always take care of me. No one can accept his death. Especially my aunty. The one he loved. I wish he's doing fine in another world. I hope I could tell him I miss him.

I went to Tesco to get some daily use just now with my Bei and Shar. Tesco finally have finished their renovation. New shops are built. Nothing much actually. I get to grabbed a very cheap body shampoo!! And Shar get free gift for her shampoo! Kekeke..she said she could use that cosmetic bag during her travel. And we bought some snack. Yes! Kit Kat was one of them. It's 2.35am now and we are still awake. I hope tomorrow we can wake up on time. 10o'clcok class =D

My Day...

I went imbi to fix my laptop this afternoon. Im not satisfy with the technician over there. Luckily I didn't need to deal with the annoying one. At first, i was thinking to complain to the service center about that annoyign teachinician's attitude towards customer. But now I want to compliment on another techincian who has fix my laptop nicely =)

I've bought a few shirts in Sg Wang. I had Corroistant Ice-cream and a cup of hot chocolate at Delifrance Bistro. Hmm...too bad I didnt get to take photo of my Corroistant Ice-cream. *I wonder if I spell it wrongly. It's a crunchy bread with a scoop of vanilla ice-cream and topping with chocolate. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm so yummy! I love it! There have a few new desserts on the menu. I wonder if they just came out because it's been some long time I never been there. But personally I love their new dessert.

Nothing much happened today. I was thinking to talk about a few uncivilised people I saw today. But Im pretty lazy so forget bout those rubbish. Im still bsuy with my assignment and I miss my darling alot. I miss my sis as well but I just dont have time to see her because I have stupid assignment to complete. My sis have told me a good news this afternoon. Hehe Im not sure if she allowed me to tell so I better keep it as secret. But Im pretty happy with her good news. And Im happy for her. Good luck Sis! I love u.

Alright I have to rest a while and start up with my assignment. Ciao. Nite Nite

The person I love

You will never know how much you love a person until one day you realise he has changed because of you. I never know how much I love him. But that day I realised I really love this guy very much. A guy who will to do everything for me. He wasn't a caring guy, he was a smoker, he was a heavy drinker, he was a lifeless guy, he was a lonely guy, he was .... And because of me. He is now a caring boyfriend who always hold my hand so tight before cross the road. He isn't a smoker anymore. He doesn't drink so often with his friends. He isn't a lonely guy anymore! He wants me to be with him all the time. I was so touched that day when I was so exhausted doing my assignment and I knew he was as tired as I did but still he asked me to go to bed and he can complete my assignment for me. My tears flow out of my control. I realised how lucky am I to have him all the time. He is the one who always support me. He is the one who hold my pink umbrella for me under the hot sun. He is the one who purposely walk so far to buy me lunch. He is the one who listen to all my complains without feeling bore. And because of him, my life become more meaningful. Thank you for being there for me as my best friend, my teacher, my supporter and my lovely boyfriend. I love you.

Mid Term, Assignment & "holiday"

It seems one week I didn't blog. Let me summarize what I was doing these days. I finished my last paper on last friday. And friday night we had a great night at Pure with our BFF. Oh yeah! I forgot to introduce our new member in BFF! Ladies and gentlemen, we proudly present Mr Ivan Eng, our new BFF member. Just because he's the eldest in the gang. We were forced to call him dai lou. keke He's kinda proud of it. On the next day, I have to start on my assignment already. Aii...and I couldn't do! Somemore my stupid lecturer she said we can finsih our assignment in 2hours. ##^&*@@#&% Hmmpp! Idiot! Sunday night, we were planning to have chicken rice balls and when we reached there. They already closed. =[ So we ended up at hawker center and we brought DAI LOU to jonker street because he never been there before. Hehehe..and we found some cute cute yummy food. Have u guys heard of "ice ball" ? It's something like ais kacang but they make it like a ice ball. And in the middle of the ice ball they put red beans. Hmmm..yummy!That what happened last week.

Monday I didnt go for my accounting tutorial. =[ I did my assignment untill monday morning and I was freaking tired. hehe I would like to thank Mr Kal El who helped me for my assignment. Darling BeiBei I love u! Kekeke love u cos u did my assignment =D So there are 1assign,2assign,3.... I have another 6assignments waiting for me. Argghh...and I have to submit all of them in Sept. hmmm.......

I reached home yesterday evening. Hmm...and I have to do my assignment in these 4days. And sunday morning I have to get back to Malacca. aiii....Sad-nyer =(

I need to start my assignment now =(

Mission Accomplished

Yeah yeah!! Finally I've done decorating my blog. Yuhuu~~Now i have a cool chat box with a photo album. Happy Happy Joy Joy, Happy Happy Joy!! Kekkeke...

So people how do u feel with my blog? Nice? Too dark? I need comment!!

Cousin?

Yeah. Im going to talk bout my cousin today. My friends in MMU know that I have a cousin in MMU too. But they hardly see us together. Well, this cousin of mine he's my closest among all my cousins. My dad used to bring him along with my family for dinner and all. And he's the only cousin I always keep in touch. But things changed as we grow older. He has his own life now with his beloved gf.

Since after he has gf, we hardly talk with each others. That day we were chatting on ym. Weird huh~cousins who stay so near where we can just meet up at any mamak stall need to chat on ym. So we started our conversation asking how's each others doing nowadays. Then we talked bout his gf. So I was asking why is his gf so weird nowadays. Because I realised a few times when she saw me she will pretend she didnt see me. And when I approached, her reaction is kinda fake. So here the story goes. My cousin started to give alot of excuses like, she didnt wear spec ( what an excuse! ), she's shy, she's a very blur person den ended up telling me she did say hi to me once and I didnt notice her that's why after that she doesnt dare to say hi to me anymore. Oh! What a wonderfull excuse! I always with 2of my friends. 3pairs of eyes cant notice her. Hmmm...can u imagine that, people? Can you?
My cousin wanted me to tell if I think she did that on purpose. Well, I said yea to be honest to him. But I tell him this doesn't mean to spoil their relationship. So my cousin said just a small matter. It's just a misunderstanding, dont take it serious. Well, I was cool with it. So I told him as long as he's happy with his gf. Im alright with everything. Because that's his gf and he's going to marry her not me. So we ended our conversation and I didnt really keep in my heart.

And you guys know what happened on the next day? I was in the exam hall taking my exam and my phone vibrated. I thought it should be my sis or my friends. I guess you all never expect my dearest cousin beloved gf msg me. You wanna know what she told in the msg? She accused me that I simply said something to spoil she and my cousin relationship. They have been through alot. She said if she did anything that I dislike, I should tell in front of her not in front if my cousin. She deny she didnt say hi to me. She asked me not to blame my cousin of telling this. Because she's my cousin's gf she has the responsiblity. What the fuck, bitch!!! Get a life kay? I dont care how much you been through with my cousin. I already told my cousin I said this not to spoil their relationship. And he even promise not to tell his gf. It's something between cousin. Maybe you people who are reading dont believe me. But I swear to god I did tell my cousin I said that not to spoil their relationship I was just asking why is his gf acting that way. I have my history to prove I did mention that!! Stupid bitch! And I dont give a fuck on you kay? Im just giving concern on my cousin. And I dont get a penny if you and my cousin break up. Stupid ass! If you're really a nice gf, you will send me msg asking if there's any misunderstanding between me and you. And you will appologise if u did anything wrong to me. But not accusing me! Idiot! And excuse me, even standard one kid can write a better sms than the one you sent me that day. "say no hi to u. Pass through alot of things"

I guess Im too stupid to make a call to my cousin to tell him about this. I didnt reply his beloved gf message. Because I know if I replied there will be lots more to talk about. So I told him that his gf sent me msg and scolded me. And you know what my dearest cousin said? He said this is only a small matter can be settled. He didnt even appolosize to me because his "beloved gf" sent me this kind of message. Mutherfucker! He even said Im not understanding and Im still young. Wey come on! Who's the one acting childish?! Your gf! He thinks that it was my fault. And I started to doubt is my cousin a man. He promised not to tell anyone bout this since it's a cousin's talk. Promise is a promise. When I pointed out this, he said when I grow up then I will know. Im 19years old this year. So Im not grown up yet huh!? I was fucking sad. My heart break because my cousin didnt believe me. I knew him for 19years compare to his "beloved gf" which havent even been together for a year. I cried! I cried my heart out. I hate him. I swear from now I would never give a shit to him anymore. On the next day, he still dare to msg offline message says,"I know you think alot now. But sometimes when you think you are right actually you're doing the wrong thing. She will send you that kind of message because she's having exam and she get stressed up. That's why she send those kind of message. Next time when she see you, she will say hi to you." OH! What a wonderfull offline message from my cousin. I didnt reply him. Because he still think Im wrong and his gf is fucking right! She's having exam. How bout me? Im not having exam? I have no exam? Im not stress with my exam? And thank you for saying hi if she saw me next time. Im so sorry to tell I will give a very fake smile to her. Since she can act so fake in front of me, BITCH! I hate to have blood connection with my cousin. Ass hole!

After I cried, I realised how stupid am I to have a cousin who dont believe me. How stupid was I thinking that his gf was a nice person. All these shit that used to be so fairy tale turned into shit today. Fuck off you bitch! And you also ass hole.

Tough Days

Alright. I know my blog still abit cacat. Everything still not in order. Hmm..Because I was busy with my exam. Shyte! Stupid exam. 3sub in a row. Alright I admit I didnt start to do my revision earlier that is why I couldnt manage to finish revising all the chapters in time. I didnt blog for few days. Shyte happened in these few days. Arrgg..life life. Im training my EQ from day to day.

Tomorrow morning I have BIM paper which is on 8am. MAn! I still havent finish stuyding. FRiday night another paper management. God bless 60MCQ. Kekekek... Wish me luck people.

Gosh! These days I eat damn alot. My My! Sunday, BFF without SHiN went Pizza Hut den Secret receipe for dessert. I had banana spilt. Oh yeah, I should mention bout BFF here. BFF is created by Mr Kal el, my darling. BFF means Best Friends Forever. BFF itself has 5 members for the moment, Alice, SHiN, Shar, me and darling. We wish to have another guy to join us. =D President of BFF is my darling. Kekek yeah I know it sounds childish but we are enjoying being BFF =p So that day after we had pizza hut we went to Secret receipe at Melaka Raya. Darling met his ex schoomate working there. There was a baby girl at at the next table came to our table and trying to play with me. Im not sure what's her name. She's 4years old I guess. He rmother is a chinese and her dad is a white. She's really a cute baby girl. Before she left she greeted me goodbye with her sweet lil voice. I wish one day I could have a baby girl like her. =)

Monday night after our accounting paper, we went Portuguese Settlement to have dinner. Man all of us were so hungry. Because that time was already 10pm. We ordered butter chickens, baby kailan, sweet&sour fish and flitter squid. YUmmy YUmmy!

BFF are planning to ZOOon this saturday morning. Friday night pure bar. Kekeke

I miss my mommy. I miss my daddy. I miss my lil bro and sis. I miss all of them. =( But luckily Im going to meet all of them on next wednesday! Yeah Yeah!!

HeyHey~Hola people! After changing my blog from blogger to mindsay to xanga to myspace. Yes! Im back to blogger. I miss myspace's emoticon!! THis is my first post here. I have lots to do with my new blog now. PLease give me a lil bit of time kay? I promise very soon I will dress up my blog nice nice and I will start to blog. =p Okei dokei? Ciaoz