Wednesday

Yeah! One more day then I can meet up my sweetheart! And I can bully him like I never bully him before! And I will bully him with my sister and brother together! Muahahah.....

Friday sweetheart is going to reach at 10am, mommy will fetch him then maybe we will have breakfast. Or maybe I will go back to my bed which my darling definitely will not be puas! Heheee..

Yesterday was a tiring day! After work at my auntie office, we went 1U for shopping! My god, my legs were like going to break into 2! Anyway, I had a great time shopping and chatting with my auntie and my sis!

Then, we went home for dinner. Yes my mom cooked! Hmm...so yummilicious! I watched ghost story programme which was pretty scary and my stupid sis need me to accompany her to the toilet!

Holiday!

I seems having difficulty of adapting my life now. Last week, I was having a hard time squeezing my notes in my head yet this week, I have hell lots of free time. Anyway Im now in holiday mood to Perhentian Island!

My plan for this week would be spending most of my time in Auntie Tammy's office. Weekend will be in Perhentian Island! Shyte..I cant wait to see crystal clear sea water!

Oh ya! I have registered for swimming lesson! The last time I joined swimming lesson was 2years back when I was 17. Look at my fat tummy now! I think this is a good chance for me to tone up my fat tummy heee...Hopefully!

Next week i guess will be spending my time with my friends. My god! I want to meet up hell lots of them. I miss them so much!
Let me see who I want to meet...

• Munz! I guess it's been half a year I havent meet her up...
• Chee Kuan! This idiot owe me 3nasi lemak! I guess I didnt see him for like 1year!!
• Jin Fai! My sweetheart buddy, it's nice to talk shyte with him.
  
• Kent Lim! I promised him I will call him out for a drink Im back. Oppss...
• Koon Min! My lovely friend who I didnt meet up for like 2years. I miss u my dear
• Chocolate Ben! I wonder if he get fairer mayb he could be a whilte chocolate. Heee*
  

Wow...6 of them! I guess my 2 weeks holiday will be enough to meet up all of them.

Since after I study in MMU malacca, Im sort of lost contact with most of my friends. Back to Malacca, I dont seem really have some close friends besides my sweetheart. Sometimes I get confused of the meaning of being a friend or a best friend.

How do we consider someone as our best friend?

• The one who always be there for you no matter what ?
• The one who always keep in touch with you?
• The one who always share every single stuff with you?
• The one who always sacrifice no matter what?
• The one who always ask your opinion and never get mad of what you said?

Are these requirement to become a best friend of somebody? What if I treated the person as my best friend but he/she didnt treat me as his/her best friend, do I still treat them like my best friend? Im CONFUSED =.=

Sometimes I get so fed up and I don't really bother of them. I will only talk when they asked me to, I will only sms them when they sms me, I will only give my opinion when they asked me to.....

Sometimes I get jealous looking at people who have a best friend that they really share every single stuff even though they are so far apart. I have a best friend. We did keep in touch all the time but she seems dont really care about me, maybe because I have a boyfriend that makes her think that my bf will take care of me. Recently, I get a lil fed up to our friendship because I seems like not really her best friend but her FRIEND. Im always the last who get to know about her. Maybe you all will say that caused by jealousy, maybe I dont know. I always want to keep in touch with her for everything, I tried to call her frequently despite we can chat on msn but I want to make us feel closer. I realised it doesnt really work out because I was the one who do the calling always. She cant chat too long on msn and everytime we will end up asking how are you and things that we do then full stop and good night. I knew she was the one who always call me out whenever Im back to KL and Im the one who always turn her down. Im sorry for that because I need to spend my time with my family and rest at home. Pheww...I dont know what should I tell now. Im really dead.

Tagged by ViVian

7 things Im experiencing now

1. Hot
2. Headache + Sleepy
3. Chatting with SOH POH
4. Excited
5. Happy
6. Excited for my trip to Perhentian Island
7. I feel like sleeping

7 things Im thinking about now

1. My sweetheart bibi
2. My mom
3. The birthday party later
4. Sunshine Bar?
5. My result
6. My friends in KL
7. Air Cond

7things Im worrying about

1. My result
2. My fats in my body kkee
3. kenot think of any ad

7things Im happy about

1. Trip to perhentian!!
2. Conversation with Dr Talha
3. My family
4. My accounting mid term
5. My $ in my account
6. Myself being independent
7. of cos MY SWEETHEART bibi

7people I treasure

1. My family
2. My sweetheart bibi
3. Dr Talha
4. Ms Ong
5. My uncle
6. My auntiess
7. myself haha

7 things I want to improve

1. My english
2. My studies
3. My social skills
4. My patient
5. My ability
6. My attitude
7. My $ in my account ehehhehe

7 things I am strong at

1. Quarrel
2. Fighting
3. Sleep
4. Scold people
5. Merajuk
6. Manja for my darling onli =)
7. Make friends (i guess so)

7 things Im weak at

*isnt the same meaning as "7things I want to improve?*
So Im not gonna answer heheh

7things I adore eating

1. Ice Cream
2. Chocolate
3. Japenese Food
4. Tandoori
5. Steambot!!
6. Chicken Wings!
7. Fish

7 things I adore Drinking

1. Chivas
2. Johnnie Walker, keep on walking
3. 100 plus
4. Green Tea
5. Barley
6. Caslberg
7. Wine

7things I can't live without *what kind of question is this? *

1. My family
2. My sweetheart bibi
3. My zham zham
4. Happiness
5. Oxygen
6. Water
7. Food

7 things I fear to show

1. My sadness
2. My result if it's bad
3. My fatty tummy hehe
4. My darling bibi (too handsome ad, tak malu * haha)
5. My zhamzham (despite Im already 20, I still hug zhamzham)
6. My just woke up face haha
7. My laziness hehe

7 people I tag

1. Munz
2. Shinz
3. Sze Yuen
4. My cousin, ShuJin if she saw this
5. Soh Poh Chien Hui *muhahahahh i guess u will like it *
6. Adelene
7. no more hehe

Phew...Finally I finished. It's tiring !

Yuhuuuuuuuu ~

Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Finally, I have finished my exam! Im so relieved yet exhausted now! English, Statistic and Accounting were alright. I did a few mistake in Statistic which might pull down my gpa -.- Sienz. Marketing was like fcuking tough. Finance was alright, just that I couldnt get to do one question. Managerial Communication was like "oh my god!" I didnt know what to write for my first essay question. My head went "wing wing wing" after doing 2essays.

Im in EP now waiting time to pass and get ready for Shinz's party! YUhu! Shinz finally lastly officially became OLD. Muahhahha....21years old is like so old you know, SHin? HEheh

I have packed all my stuff into boxes and my room is like so empty. The fucking EP management really fucked up. You need to fill in a form if you're bringing your car and then, fill another form at the management office AGAIN if you're bringing male visitor. I thought they allow male visitor since they allow office boy to open your room with their key. Just don't come out more shit to avoid being beat up by Ixora.

Finally, I have time to blog and read ppl's blog. THEN, I realised I have been tagged by ViVian. THEN, I realised I forgot bout her birthday!! Shyte!!

Ladies and Gentlemen, I would like to appologise to ViVian and wish her Happy Belated Birthday!

Dear ViVian,

PLease forgive me for forgeting bout your birthday. Happy belated birthday!

I cant wait to go home. I miss MOMMY alot!

Mother's Day

After I read Karen Cheng's post in her blog, I suddenly have an urge to blog.

In her post, she mentioned that her eldest son, Cullum gave her a mother's day's card. For her, she thinks is freaky yet adorable! BUT, for me, it's totally adorable and touching!

These are the contains of the card:

• What is Mummy's name and age?
  *her son thinks that she's 55! This is so cute!!
  
• What does Mummy look like?
  
• What clothes does she like to wear?
  
• What do you like to see her wear?
  *he said he likes to see his mom wears a pink dress and hair ties. Isn't he cute??
  
• What is Mummy's favourite thing to eat?
  
• What T.V programme does she like to watch?
  
• What does she like to do for fun?
  
• Does Mummy go out to work?
  *He knew that his mom need to look after him and his lil bro so his mom doesn't go out to work. Oh ..that is so cute!
  
• What jobs does Mummy do at home?
  
• What do you like doing with Mummy?
  
• Why do you love Mummy?
  *This is the most adorable question ever!! He said because she cuddles me and she's pretty! Oh...if my son wrote this to me, I will cry I guess.

I love babies and kids. I always think how is it feel like a mom. I want to see my baby grows, crawls, walks, stands, jumps ..... *hee Hee*

Alright, enough for my dreaming session. I found out I did a few mistake in my Statistics paper!!! My god! Gek Sum arr....

I have 4 more papers to go.. my god..finance, accounting, marketing and BMC!

Jenn's new philosophy

SHUT UP when is necessary. That will make your life better =)

Collective Soul - SHiNE

TiMe magazine said that Cho Seong-Hui, the murderer of Virginia Tech once wrote his favorite song, Shine in his dorm's room. I find the lyrics very interesting and I would like to share with my darlings and sweethearts.

" Shine "
Give me a word
Give me a sign
Show me where to look
Tell me what will I find
Lay me on the ground
Fly me in the sky
Show me where to look
Tell me what will I find
Oh, heaven let your light shine down

Love is the water
Love is in the air
Show me where to go
Tell me will love be there
Teach me how to speak
Teach me how to share
Teach me where to go
Tell me will love be there
Oh, heaven let your light shine down

I hope you guys enjoy :)

Exam Fever

I have been doing accounting these few days, alot of formulas and different kinds of account to remember. The weather is freaking hot and I always fall asleep after doing a few exercises. =.=
But, luckily Im going back to my sweet sweet home tomorrow so that I can enjoy my air cond while doing my exercises. :) Believe me, Im not showing off to Chien Hui a.k.a the soh poh! HEHE

I had a very bad stomachache last night after eating my spaghetti with campbell soup. But, Im sure that my stomachache wasnt caused by the spaghetti and the soup! It was because of the satay that my darling brought me in the afternoon. I swear to god that Im not going to that stall again. Hmmmmp! I hate stomachache!!

Tomorrow Im going to have mock meeting in the morning. Wish me luck, people! Then Im going to register course and hopefully it wont take me 1hour like last sem.

Gtg for dinner. Tata

I'm back to melaka and it's raining now and I'm so happy because I like rainy day!

Oh ya, I have linked Adelene in my blog so my dear sweethearts and darlings sekalian feel free to drop by her blog!

Finals is around the corner and I'm stuffing myself with notes again. I hope I can do my finals in my dream so when I wake up my finals already over and I can go Perhentian Island! Yuhhuuuu!! I cant wait!!

I have received my TIME magazine! This month headline's "Trying To Make Sense of a Massacre", the tragedy happened in Virginia Tech University. The murderer, Cho Seung-Hui killed 32 students and himself at Virginia Tech. This is the worst Violence happened in US campuses. I wonder if this thing will happen in Malaysia one day where you were having lecture and suddenly a guy came in and shoot everyone. My god, this is so scary!

I'm getting numb to people's reaction and gossip, compared to last time I will have a huge reaction towards all these gossip and nonsense but now I'm alright with all these shit. I wonder when these people can realise their silly action. I have seen people talking bad about others while at the same time he/she is doing the same shit, I have seen people telling people about this and at the back they are doing something else, I have seen people who talk bad about their friends and in front of their friends they are so friendly and nice and I have also seen people thinking its resonable to take advantage on their friends. Maybe all these people thought that their friends do not know what they are doing to 
them but actually they do. So people, be wise what goes around comes around.

Life, life, life.